Kemurnian tidak menuntut.

Sempurna adalah bebas dan lepas
Aku akan sirna dalam genggaman
Kemana jiwaku pergi?


Ketulusan mengajari ku
Agar tidak terluka oleh dinginnya kenyataan


Hidup bagaikan awan
Dan angin adalah waktu
Ia pergi kemana harus pergi




PS : setelah membaca novel Tango karya Goo Hye Sun, aku menulisnya.

Hi .. How's life? I feel good enough, but not really fine :)  my friend who I consider my older brother is always with me, even though he was not physically present. We often talk about a lot of things through the fuel, but that doesn't mean we never met. Many things can I talk, argue, seek solutions, and learn from his experiences, learning the wrong situation .. And I feel I'm still learned. I have not lost direction or way. But I also know that.. Someday, there will be days like today. He has a responsibility as the eldest son and a man. I pray, may him always be in God's way, the right way and become a tool that God uses. Wishing his life being happy :)


Hugs,
Vany.

Lagu ini mewakili perasaan saat ini!

Judul: Changes fin | Artis: Gamila Arief | Album: Merdesa

At what year did you hold on to
At what time did you stop

I know people wanna be
(staying) safe in the same direction

Tomorrow isn’t today
(it’s) sure is not yesterday

*There’s always something
I just wanna be in my way
But I can’t seem to get things figured out
And people only care when nothing’s wrong
Well I know something’s for sure
Well I can’t take it

**Changes, do you deal with
Changes, did you deal with
Changes, I wanna know, I wanna know

Growing up and growing old
Going down in the same direction
People walk, try to stay on track
They all crave for the wold of perfection

whatever happened to the day before yesterday

[to *]

[then**]

Being fat, being old, being new
Being nice, being someone not you

Being different takes a lot of time
But I don’t know how
To deal with Change

Changes makes me sad
Changes makes me blue

Girl, you gotta be strong,
Boy,you gotta keep holding on
Girl you gotta move on, change won’t last forever.

Boy, you gotta be strong,
Girl,you gotta keep holding on
Boy you gotta move on, change won’t last forever.

Puisi Untuk Hujan!

Deruan alunan nada nan indah mengahampiri  senja..

Tak berjeda, se akan tak ada kesempatan

Berikan aku waktu tuk menikmati jeda nya yang membisikan mimpi & Harapan

Hanya ada aku dan teduh yang ku nanti

 

Di kolong langit, rintikan kasih mu di rindukan mekar

Aku pun begitu, berdiri di atas ranting

merindukan tirai mu yang bercela

mengintip harapan penuh angan.

 

Hujan..  apakah langit tau kau akan datang?

Hujan.. mengapa bercumbu dengan angin ?

Lihat matahari..  dalam keangkuhannya, ia merasa sepi. 

hanya berteman guntur & kilat

 

yang terkasih,

Harapan

 

 

Dude, are you really gone ?

Bumbu yang pas!

                Masih ku ingat soup kemarin sangat membekas nikmatnya meski hanya berisi kentang dan wortel, tapi rasa yang di beri membuat nikmat! Tak ku rasakan lagi nikmatnya semangkuk soup yang nikmat itu. Mungkin aku akan menikmati rasa lain yang pas.

Dude, are you really gone ? :’( kamu boleh berteman dengan banyak orang tapi aku yakin tak semua teman dapat kamu percaya dan nyaman untukmu.. Ya, aku merasakan itu. Semua ada batas waktunya mungkin, seperti dalam permain buble.. Jika dalam waktu yang di tetapkan kau tak dapat bermain dengan baik kamu akan gagal! Jadi ku pikir, setiap pertemuan pasti ada perpisahan jadi warnai hari yang ada selagi kau bisa. Semua yang datang akan pergi dan menyisakan lembaran memori. Relakan apa yang pergi, tak semua dalam hidup dapat di paksakan.

“Let us always meet each other with smile, for the smile is the beginning of love.” ~Mother Theresa

LIFE...

“I am still determined to be cheerful and happy, in whatever situation I may be; for I have also learned from experience that the greater part of our happiness or misery depends upon our dispositions, and not upon our circumstances.” ~ Martha Washington